My daughter has a life motto and I swear she always lives by it, "I do what I want!" Pretty bold, exciting statement and she does seem very happy and full of life. I wish I could adhere by that statement or maybe I just am not honest with myself about what I really want. Apparently, I want to make plans and start projects and never finish them. I want to dream big then live in a fantasy world in my mind. I think of the way I want things but apparently, am satisfied with the way things are. Tonight I am being lazy. I am just laying here. I am bored out of my mind and have eaten way too many chips to get up. I actually feel pretty disgusting. blah. who invented potato chips anyway?? and who put them in giant bags? and when did it become acceptable to lay on your back and eat them like popcorn. It's not good. Do I want to be laying here? No, I really don't think I do.Although, I'm pretty tired of sorting and decluttering the basement and folding laundry and life's day to day monotonous chores...and being responsible. Tomorrow I am leaving early for a girl's weekend. I'm pumped but I wish I had been riding the mustang for the past month and not just thinking about it. I'm hoping the rush of seeing my old high school buddies boosts my adrenaline a bit...and that maybe Ican sleep past 6 am tomorrow morning so I can stay up past my bedtime; 9pm. At this point, I don't see that happening tho. I think I will avoid chips, maybe food all together might be good. I'm excited to get away and rekindle that love of those girls from almost 40 years ago. I think I met MaryJo in third grade when I was 8 so ya, she's my friend of 38 years. How weird is that. and she's the kind of girl I can go for a few years without speaking to and then when I see her it's like we've never been apart. and all things are acceptable and good because we love each other, we don't judge or have to impress each other. She's a really good friend. and Kate is just as good of friend. I spent my childhood with these two.....and cousin Reg is going too. Yay! It should be a blasty blast and a nice break and hopefully, I'll come back refreshed and motivated to get off my back and not eat bagfuls of chips in one sitting. This has been a LONG winter. I can see why so many women on the prairie went crazy due to being isolated. cuckoo! cuckoo! I guess I'll be back on Monday to let you know how it all goes!