I want you all to know how thankful I am for you and all the messages you sent me yesterday! Let’s all remember, we are never alone. Someone is going through some shit....it’s not just you...or me! And you know what? Together we can get through this thing called life! I like to think of life like the moon...... constantly waxing and waning......or the tides of the ocean. For all the lows and bullshit we face there are incredible highs and non bullshit happenings, right?? Last night, I ended the day on a positive note by watching the new Ellen stand up comedy routine on Netflix. She’s funny. What a treat to make another human being smile, you know? I laid in bed and laughed and laughed. I do that in my car too while listening to the podcast, “My favorite murder” Have you heard of it? It’s two comedians telling stories of murders and they are hilarious. Most of what I love about them is the way they get me laughing. Sometimes I hate to turn it off. Anyway, I just watched Ellen and smiled through her whole routine and went to sleep and had a great night’s sleep. Oh! And also? I only ate 8 peanut butter cups yesterday....instead of 8 handfuls...so that was a major win. One thing Ellen said was that when she was 21 she declared that she was going to do her comedy routine on Johnny Carson and be the first female comic to sit down with him when she was done. I love that. Several years ago I wrote down some dreams I had and tucked them away. I declared one day I was gonna be invited to be on the Ellen Show and sit down and talk to her. I better find my niche soon because i think she is getting ready to retire. I wonder what we would talk about. Idk. See? This is motivating me to do something amazing and be invited to her show. I wonder if she would have someone jump out of that box that looks like a end table and scare the shit out of me. What do you all think? You think I would be a good guest on Ellen? Wouldn’t it be fun to just be discovered for being unique and get paid for being who you are? I always wanted to be a motivational speaker but I’m afraid of public speaking. I’ve been making videos for a Facebook page on essential oils that my good friend and oil partner, Tracy, invited me to help her with. At first it was uncomfortable but now I’m thinking they are kind of fun to make. I think the trend for young people is watching other people live their life on YouTube. I told Max maybe I’ll make a channel and share my life. He told me I should. I have the wheels turning. I wonder if Ellen would ask me to be on her show if I made a viral video. Now I’m just sitting here thinking about how I made a profile on a online dating site and only got 1 hit after 2 weeks so I deleted it and pretended i never did that. That was rather humiliating to put my picture out there and not one guy in the whole world wanted to talk to me. Well, there was one guy but I’m pretty sure he lived in whatever country that is that all the scammers are from because he told me he loved me but he was stuck in a foreign nation and needed some money so he could get back to the United States to see me. What’s up with all the scammers? For several weeks now on Facebook, I’ve been getting friend requests from gorgeous men who are in the military or live miles and miles away and I’ve never met them and they have no friends. I wonder who accepts their friend requests. It just seems so stupid. Anyway, I’m brainstorming over here about how I can get on the Ellen show so if you have any ideas, let me know!! Would you like for me to make a video? What would you like to see? I wonder if anyone would like to watch me eat 8 handfuls of peanut butter cups in one sitting because I am great at that trick. Help a sister out, Friends! I just need one great idea. All things possible!!
Peace and love to you!!